♪unplugged♪

I've been catching up on the videos, especially Spencer and Brendon ones and they are so adorable :D Well, Brendon is adorable, Spencer is bored and cooler than you :)

And Cobra Starship (i think) guys listening to The Young Veins and pretty new pictures of Patrick and Bob = ♥

Some very important stuff came from all this catching up:

1) Brendon/Wolverine OTP (The Hugh Jackman version, of course)

2) Bob.

Seriously daily_ryan , daily_patrick and daily_bob are communities that make me happiest :) They're so simple, just a pic or spam every day :) Yay :)

3) I had a moment of complete and total insanity when Brendon said "Oh yeah, I watch Community" where my brain went "SO DO I! IT'S LIKE WE'RE CONNE..." and then sanity kicked in again. But it was a close call. I could feel Spencer glare at me disapprovingly. It was like we were conne... shit. *g*

Also, found this website, which is so fing cool. (http://mcr.ahistoryof.net/) for various reasons but mostly because it has this:
2004 - August - 11th - Gerard quits drugs and alcohol
2004 - August - 18th - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania; The Trocadero with Face To Face; Bob Bryar's first show

And I saw some of you reccing old and new fics and I'm gonna get on those next :)
ETA: I don't read Bob/Ray. I know, sacrilege, but I'm 'meh' about Ray and I pair Bob up with Patrick. (Which, btw, I got a shiny fic written for me here by firedragon9 :) ) And I think this pairing is epic not only because I really like them both, heh, but also because the fights would be amazing :D Bob would be all "whatever" and Patrick would huff and puff and then they could be ridiculous together. But I'm gonna go read a Bob/Ray now because I like the summary and I'm all about Bob getting some :)

In TMI warning section, watched gay porn which featured a Unicorn of its own, a happy bottom. So rare to see the bottom stay hard all through the sex in porn, it was awesome. Not as awesome as my OTP of porn land, but close enough :)

No LJ cut... because I'm an evil spammer :)

 Seriously. PATD fans need to get together with MCR fans and show them what to do with a drummer. This needs to be on care2 or some place like that.
Stop killing baby seals
Save *insert currently unjustly imprisoned journalist/politician/activist*
Teach MCR fans to take photos of their drummer

I volunteer to make visual aid. 

I'm going home today! Videos! Apparently there's a new cover song by Brendon too.
Haaappinnneesssssss!!!

I think I might be done with the transfer of photos and posts from old LJ to this one! I'm gonna take a day long break and check again but I even remembered to fix links on some communities where I posted. (Which, btw, if you get notifications about that, I'm sorry.)

While doing that I've been thinking, and there's really no politically correct way to phrase this so here goes...
I wonder how all these huge buff dudes, cops, security etc, feel protecting these tiny little, did I mention tiny, people from their creepy fans. Like when they see some girl crying and screaming Brendon/Pete/Frank/insertyourtinydude's name reaching out to him and all. I wonder if they even like the music. I kinda think they all either develop motherly feelings, like Zack Hall, or resent them somewhat.

( Cut for 2 pics )

 

Will not post Ryan's picture too will not post Ryan's picture too will not post Ryan's picture too ...
Anyway... I'm still overlistening to the song but now I'm doing it on my mp4 :) I do think I'm gonna need lots of Blue October music, and I mean the angry, child-abuse and schizophrenia songs, when I'm over this high. I can only do so much happy music before I start twitching. Let's see how much exactly.

:(

Hey Zack? My parents got a divorce. And all that followed was 15 years of bickering over me until I got lying and faking down to an art. Thanks for the try but please stop. It sucks. It really really does. And maybe some day it won't, and the music might be awesome, but this feeling I have right now? It's not a good one.

*steps out of the "me" bubble* ... on the other hand, if this is how I feel wtf is it like for them? :(  *hopes they really are happy*

And, "fans"?

Meet Dean Winchester and his sawed-off. If you don't stop shitting on Ryan, he will FUCK your shit up.

The reason I only have a few icons I actually use is that I can't make my mind up about which pics to put on them. It's like I'm making a life long commitment. *facepalm* :)

( Totally not a rant. )

ION - LJ still broken.

 I like watching how much all the bands love the SURS Steven just because he's genuinely into music and asks questions that haven't been re-hashed hundreds of times before. 

Also yes, I am in your internets spamming your flists but it's gonna be a long weekend so be prepared for more or send me links to awesome videos so I can keep entertained. 

23:11, edited for spam reduction. 

It's so much easier to talk about everything except what really matters to you.
*stares at "Build God..." lyrics* Not that I could really explain why or how much I love it anyway.

I guess some people just do their own special version of "fanning", where they only follow and obsess over things and people they don't like until they start hating them to the point of insanity. I wonder if it's a choice or just something they can't help doing/being.